Friday, July 22, 2005Life sucks.As you may know, I dont really refer to this really a venting point. Why I'm always fucking angery. Despite alot of people telling me not to do it, I went to go over and try and mend a few points with my ex. Now anyone who knows me enough knows that well... Im bad at breakups. I thought I could mend a few broken links and fix some things up, say sorry for some things. I say this to the young, people who havent been fucked over a few times and people who just want a laugh. Why the fuck should you do anything at all, why do I spend my time fucking things up. I hate so many aspects of my life right now, that some if a little joy that was lost and is now forever gone. Its getting to the point where I'm getting down most of the time. I hopefully a bike will fix a few things up with friends. But Im so angery at me why am I so dumb at doing so many things. I wish my life was easy, I wish I was normal. If you want some background to my story my parents, they are to say the least controling me, and they way I am I fight has HARD as I can to do things right. Im 21, now also I might add, 21 isnt a easy age for me. I loved it when I was 19, that was my prime, when I was happy with everything, and in the 3 years that has passed alot of things have gotten so much worse. Hopefully 1 day I will be happy, I just dont know when. posted @ 10:40 AM CST [link] [Karma: 0 (+/-)] [No Comments ] Sunday, July 17, 2005Huzzar!Well, I have been the epiphany of a lazy bastard. I haven't done anything with this thing. Now warning to all, I have no pix this week. I lost the program I have been using to do the re size thing on the page, and I need to make some effort and find it again. Whats new? Well, I got MCA (server) back up, and then when updating it, the mobo died, that sucked. Ordered some speakers from Melb for my room, currently looking for an amp. Um... one of the guys at work is teaching me base, cant wait for that. Getting a Honda Spada 250, also due to the fact my parents are totally restarted, I done even live with them any more and they still don't want me to get a bike again. They have agreed to buy me a car, how fucked up is that! (Don't worry I know no one is reading this) posted @ 01:51 PM CST [link] [Karma: 0 (+/-)] [No Comments ] |
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